keep on walking

today is sunday... so what's up with dat..
ok this is the real story is... i argue with my bf again, yes and again... and again.... maybe this is my fault.. i didnt mean to be like this... i was so frust.. he ryte now ignoring me.. everytime i message him it turned out be bad.. then we fight.. my instinc suck~! yup... suck~! i hate my life... even someone dat i luv hate me. why am i become so annoying, huarghhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please i cant take this anymore~! i really need to rest... i hate being alone.... but i always be alone.. i dont have sum1 dat i can share everything... even my family i dont trust them.. my bf dat my only hope turn back off me... my friends dat i trust is already have problems i dunt want to burden them.. i cant handle my stress alone.. if i start to smoke again.. dat will make me feel unhealty again... huuuoowaaahhhh~!! maybe if i start to do housework maybe i can let go of this.... hopefully lah.... crossfinger.... huhu =.='